Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2015 4:56 pm Post subject: shrooms / crazy dude
if you interenet connection is not secured it's possible all of your data is being logged if you aren't suffering from psychosis. you could be fined for piracy or anything else under your country's laws.
also you should start monitoring your doors so you know when they've been opened/closed. trained professionals may or may not spot your tricks but it might give you a heads up to a compromise.
it also might be worth checking for bugs if they have had any opportunity to place equipment. this can also be installed onto your computer and logs will be kept.
/anything that can be used again you, will be/
if you have any doubt whatsoever that you may be suffering from psychosis, then please seek some help. where i am from if i seeked help, i would be detained for at least 3 days, even if it is voluntary, and i suffer from schizophrenia. i would have to pay for the treatments and meals and bedding.
the law here basically allows for anyone to be detained for "up to 72 hours under the assigned psychiatrist's leisure", meaning if they want you gone soon or to stay for months... it's not up to you.
imo it violates a lot of human rights, but some do deserve and require the treatment available in those facilities.
if you /are/ assured of your faculties, then you need to prepare for any movement if your situation is legitimate and not delusional.
i hear choppers all the time around me. also airboats.
doesn't bother me, i'm just expecting trumpets
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2015 5:04 pm Post subject: Re: shrooms / crazy dude
Shrooms wrote:
greatsage wrote:
if you interenet connection is not secured it's possible all of your data is being logged if you aren't suffering from psychosis. you could be fined for piracy or anything else under your country's laws.
everything i have is open domain, from some passwords to my internet.
if you can prove to me that I was physically torrenting or what not then so be it...else go fuck yourself.
they don't have to prove to /you/, they just have to prove it in court. and your isp would happily provide evidence of what and when you downloaded. here it's like a 200k fine per item or some shit.
esp. if you are already bugged or your property/computer is seized. data can be recovered even if you delete everything.
edit:
i'm saying this because i've had buddies who'd had bugs planted on their comps by RCMP without his knowledge and /everything/ he had ever done or continued to do was logged, there were rooms full of paperwork.
RCMP questioned me because of my "tendency to manipulate" and "pleasure from influencing" individuals. just because i learn a thing or two from sociopaths after socialising doesn't mean i'm gonna murder anyone, like dayum, fuck the popo
quiela wrote:
schizophrenic convention thread
residual for awhile. only negative symptoms. thinking the cbd is a good antipsychotic, works better than my risperdal and my dick actually works
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2015 5:10 pm Post subject: Re: shrooms / crazy dude
greatsage wrote:
Shrooms wrote:
greatsage wrote:
if you interenet connection is not secured it's possible all of your data is being logged if you aren't suffering from psychosis. you could be fined for piracy or anything else under your country's laws.
everything i have is open domain, from some passwords to my internet.
if you can prove to me that I was physically torrenting or what not then so be it...else go fuck yourself.
they don't have to prove to /you/, they just have to prove it in court. and your isp would happily provide evidence of what and when you downloaded. here it's like a 200k fine per item or some shit.
esp. if you are already bugged or your property/computer is seized. data can be recovered even if you delete everything.
edit:
i'm saying this because i've had buddies who'd had bugs planted on their comps by RCMP without his knowledge and /everything/ he had ever done or continued to do was logged, there were rooms full of paperwork.
RCMP questioned me because of my "tendency to manipulate" and "pleasure from influencing" individuals. just because i learn a thing or two from sociopaths after socialising doesn't mean i'm gonna murder anyone, like dayum, fuck the popo
quiela wrote:
schizophrenic convention thread
residual for awhile. only negative symptoms. thinking the cbd is a good antipsychotic, works better than my risperdal and my dick actually works
invite tyler in. afaik his is drug induced
weed just makes me paranoid as fuck
whats the worse episode you had? _________________
Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2015 5:41 pm Post subject: Re: shrooms / crazy dude
quiela wrote:
greatsage wrote:
Shrooms wrote:
greatsage wrote:
if you interenet connection is not secured it's possible all of your data is being logged if you aren't suffering from psychosis. you could be fined for piracy or anything else under your country's laws.
everything i have is open domain, from some passwords to my internet.
if you can prove to me that I was physically torrenting or what not then so be it...else go fuck yourself.
they don't have to prove to /you/, they just have to prove it in court. and your isp would happily provide evidence of what and when you downloaded. here it's like a 200k fine per item or some shit.
esp. if you are already bugged or your property/computer is seized. data can be recovered even if you delete everything.
edit:
i'm saying this because i've had buddies who'd had bugs planted on their comps by RCMP without his knowledge and /everything/ he had ever done or continued to do was logged, there were rooms full of paperwork.
RCMP questioned me because of my "tendency to manipulate" and "pleasure from influencing" individuals. just because i learn a thing or two from sociopaths after socialising doesn't mean i'm gonna murder anyone, like dayum, fuck the popo
quiela wrote:
schizophrenic convention thread
residual for awhile. only negative symptoms. thinking the cbd is a good antipsychotic, works better than my risperdal and my dick actually works
invite tyler in. afaik his is drug induced
weed just makes me paranoid as fuck
whats the worse episode you had?
the worst episode was the first time i smoked. it was with my then-girlfriend, her slut-friend, and some 12 year old kid with a doober.
that was filled with spice.
we snuck out to the side of the house during then-girlfriend's bff's & twin's sweet 16.
i inhaled much too much spice, and went psychotic for a good 2 hours. life became pokemon at one point. also i was spinning around in and out a group of people, smashed flower pots by tripping over them, etc.
when it comes to weed paranoia, i do not get that very often. the worst "episodes" are "ok, i really feel my heart after that rip, and i'm tripping very hard on a lot of hallucinogenic and stimulating substances, my chest is only kinda tight and this rollercoaster is speeding up" kind of paranoia, which xanax helps kill. i'm usually a very lucid tripper, and have only had one experience that may qualify for a psychotic or religious experience after IMing psilacetin.
when it comes to schizophrenic episodes, i "merged" with the supersoul, and was, in my mind, the true individual of existence; (Earth's "Adam" in a way, yet still retained my ego of greatsage) the electromagnetic fields of people i could sense, the ward operators seemed very malevolent and disturbingly demonic. as well as full blown psychedelia visuals stronger than any substance i have had, yet i was sober. it is also worth noting that, unlike how one with aspergers' may be unaware of social cues and such, i was under the impression that i was hyperaware and hyperempathetic, leading to some capacity to gauge their thoughts, if i were not hearing voices at the time.
are you familiar with the hypnagogic state? where you can mumble gibberish or jerk awake? some of that "feeling" or "process" is present when it comes to disorganised thoughts/conclusion/tangential speech topics -- i'm not saying you're between sleeping and awake, but the weirdness of hypnagogia can be compared.
at one point, i could focus and trigger something of a seizure where i would enter a state of experiencing all things. bright, flashing lights.
after some research this may have been samādhi.
some refer to "samādhi" as death. it was as if i reached a "switch" for samādhi while meditating, and a primal, fearful, reptilian voice would forewarn of danger, "DON'T", and yet as i did "flip the switch", i immediately began to feel the most immense visuals of my life, and it was as though i touched death.
this was partially triggered by understanding Saṃsāra and Ātman through Kubrick's The Shining.
the risperdal makes me feel like a zombie. sex does not work. anti-psychotics have also been shown to cause permanent (brain) damage.
if i could, i would say that because the receptors shrooms and risperdal work on also respond to light for melatonin (similar in structure to shrooms, same receptor) i would go insofar as to describe risperdal as interfering with a "light antennae/receptor" on the 5htx receptor. but i'm also not a neurologist or ethnobotanist. risperdal would also prevent endogenous dmt from working, keeping you off of the spiritual plane. 4-ho-dmt may tune to mycofrequency.
maybe that's why it makes one feel so empty.
if i were appropriately handled as "schizophrenics" are handled in the tribal setting, i would be seen as a medium with gifts, i would have a teacher and guide. i would become a shaman. but this society does not have that view.
A shaman is someone who swims in the same ocean as the schizophrenic, but the shaman has thousands and thousands of years of sanctioned technique and tradition to draw upon. In a traditional society, if you exhibited “schizophrenic” tendencies, you are immediately drawn out of the pack and put under the care and tutelage of master shamans. You are told: “You are special. Your abilities are very central to the health of our society. You will cure. You will prophesy. You will guide our society in its most fundamental decisions.” Contrast this with what a person exhibiting schizophrenic activity in our society is told. They’re told: “You don’t fit in. You are becoming a problem. You don’t pull your own weight. You are not of equal worth to the rest of us. You are sick. You have to go to the hospital. You have to be locked up.” – You are on a par with prisoners and lost dogs in our society. So that treatment of schizophrenia makes it incurable.
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2015 5:44 pm Post subject:
Governments have, in the past, carried out surveillance against "random" individuals from a large watch-list, and still continue to do so, and always will in the future. George Orwell wrote all about this before computers were even invented.
I knew about PRISM before the media did (I could describe how it works accurately, but didn't really use the phrase "PRISM"). I knew that the President had the authority to execute US Citizens with drone strikes and detain them indefinitely before Samir Khan was slaughtered. I also knew that Microsoft and Samsung had partnered with the NSA.
Oh, and by the way, the NSA already possesses quantum computing technology, which they used to close down Silk Road. This is evident by the fact that they couldn't provide evidence for persecution in court. That is the importance of using TOR. Even though they can see it all, they can't use anything in court. However, in cases like ours, where we are watched, abused, and harassed merely for our thoughts, it makes no sense to try and dodge court, right? Wrong. Torrenting alone can land you a sentence harsher than that of a rapist or a murderer. Use of Cheat Engine will get you beheaded in certain countries. _________________
With self driving cars, CE can work in real life
t328163 wrote:
Your username derives from the fact that this site cannot format special characters lol.
Governments have, in the past, carried out surveillance against "random" individuals from a large watch-list, and still continue to do so, and always will in the future. George Orwell wrote all about this before computers were even invented.
I knew about PRISM before the media did (I could describe how it works accurately, but didn't really use the phrase "PRISM"). I knew that the President had the authority to execute US Citizens with drone strikes and detain them indefinitely before Samir Khan was slaughtered. I also knew that Microsoft and Samsung had partnered with the NSA.
Oh, and by the way, the NSA already possesses quantum computing technology, which they used to close down Silk Road. This is evident by the fact that they couldn't provide evidence for persecution in court. That is the importance of using TOR. Even though they can see it all, they can't use anything in court. However, in cases like ours, where we are watched, abused, and harassed merely for our thoughts, it makes no sense to try and dodge court, right? Wrong. Torrenting alone can land you a sentence harsher than that of a rapist or a murderer. Use of Cheat Engine will get you beheaded in certain countries.
when you really think of the capacities of tptb, fear arises: think truman show, project monarch, etc. but on a grander scale. lots of delusions and ideas can be created and nurtured; information has been hidden, skewed, or down-right manipulated. not to say there can not be a merit of truth to this, but the potential for full blown delusions to develop is there. this is why i try to find and secure anchor points for my consciousness so that i can gauge myself, conclusions, and hypotheses. and have plans for if shit gets bad.
the govt has absurd technology millenia ahead of what we "have".
i await some crazy shit by 2025
u guys are as dumb as him if u keep egging that retard on.
dude is just a delusional loser
mad i summoned you?
mad ur a delusional midget thats gonna have a shitty minimum wage life and possibly never be able to support yourself?
Mfw i got measured for height in hospital and shy for 5 foot 7 (just a little under, fine with too)
Mfw people under 5 foot 4 are what, non existent?
Mfw i make racks secrectly and this abnormal fuck is mad, LMFAO
Im just happy a perfect height, perfect teeth without braces, naturally toned, dont need to work out, big dick, idk what else to say, full beard with a natural look, sexy as fuck and not ugly like you, canadian, LMFAO. Not a person with a high concentration of pigment in his skin or sand person either
How mad u that im white and only 21 and got experience up the ass for programming lel
Mfw i just wanna die cause then i know 100% i will be killing each and every one of you sigle handly but as an example here you my friend deserve it
Sorry i didnt sell my soul to be past 6 foot and look like a girafee/grasshopper alien species
Ill just make ur lanky ass get everything for me u fucking slave, sad abnormality is the 'norm', u will all fucking see u faggots.
my body temp all the time u ask, 36.9 (hospital measured too)
POTATERS, I RIPPED UR SOUL. KILL URSELF NOW.
shit son, slow down you might actually hurt someone with how fast you're typing there. _________________
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