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Farr.
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 Posted: Mon Dec 14, 2009 10:41 pm Post subject: just had an awesome epiphany |
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Just to share my thoughts with those that care to read.
So today I was playing an online FPS (with hacks), and about an hour in a VIP hacker comes in and starts opking everyone. I usually get extremely angry and swear at them a lot (which I did). But after a while I suddenly just stopped getting angry and finally came to my senses. I know how this sounds but I'm serious. I seriously don't understand why I was obsessed with games and high scores and having the best kdr, I mean those things had absolutely no impact on my life whatsoever. In all seriousness I think I'm past all of that. I'm not saying I'm going to quit gaming, just I won't take it seriously at all, I mean that's what a game is about right? So I know how stupid this sounds, that I realized this from an online game, but it made me realize that I shouldn't have to get angry over the things I have no control over. Anyway, I just felt like writing this down.
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NooksCranny
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| way back when the maplestory chaos was happening I had the same thoughts. Some after I started to play games less and less. Now at most I play 1 hour a day. It lets you focus on your life instead of the game. Still relapse happen in Cod mw2, because my friends feel a need to have a high k/d.
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Benji
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| Posted: Tue Dec 15, 2009 4:29 pm Post subject: Re: just had an awesome epiphany |
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| 3lusive wrote: | Just to share my thoughts with those that care to read.
So today I was playing an online FPS (with hacks), and about an hour in a VIP hacker comes in and starts opking everyone. I usually get extremely angry and swear at them a lot (which I did). But after a while I suddenly just stopped getting angry and finally came to my senses. I know how this sounds but I'm serious. I seriously don't understand why I was obsessed with games and high scores and having the best kdr, I mean those things had absolutely no impact on my life whatsoever. In all seriousness I think I'm past all of that. I'm not saying I'm going to quit gaming, just I won't take it seriously at all, I mean that's what a game is about right? So I know how stupid this sounds, that I realized this from an online game, but it made me realize that I shouldn't have to get angry over the things I have no control over. Anyway, I just felt like writing this down. |
It's not an epiphany. I have that, too, sometimes. It's just a state of mind where you are so angry/full of rage that your brain 'cools you down' by making you care about nothing. Just wait, you'll be gaming 24/7 tomorrow.
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hcavolsdsadgadsg
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| Posted: Tue Dec 15, 2009 5:18 pm Post subject: |
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The last time I cheated for an advantage at an online game was a long long time ago. I realized it's infinitely more satisfying to win on my own.
I usually only start trying to tear games apart after I've beaten them once anyway
ps quit gettin mad at video games
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