Posted: Mon Feb 16, 2009 11:18 am Post subject: My amazing story...
Well in about the end of September I found out I had mono... So i stayed home for about a month and was taught at home for the duration of the period. After that I came back to school for about three days and I couldn't handle it. every time I thought about school or stepped foot into it I would freak out. I became really depressed and suicidal. I tried to kill myself a few times. I realized that I needed major help and I saw a therapist. She referred me to a partial hospitalization program. So the next day I went to the intake at the program and they told me that I qualified for it and boom the next day I was there. I was shy at first... back then I was always shy. I got to know the people and I finally realized that there are other people like me and I am not along. They were nice and inviting. The program was monday through friday 11:30 - 7:30. I got to know the staff members and van drivers very well. I bonded greatly with all the peers there and got into a relationship with one of the girls there. The staff did not approve and she was a sex fiend. I broke up with her after a month. She graduated and moved on. About my second week into the program there was a beautiful girl who joined the program (she wasnt the sexfeind). The second I saw her I knew that she was perfect for me. So I got to know this girl very well. Her name is Kristen. She is the funniest nicest most down to earth girl that I have ever seen in my entire life. We started talking on the phone and we still do. I found out the she likes me so I told her that I like her. We talk and talk every night to this day. I read her a bedtime story everynight to fall asleep to. Well I still didnt tell you about what I was diagnosed with. I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, Panic Disorder, and Oppositional Defiance Disorder (ODD). Yeah some pretty crazy stuff. Well I was put on meds and now I am stabilized. I have been in the program for some time now and progressed in a great amount. so today I am being dropped down to half day. So I come into program and 3 and dont come on fridays. And I start school tomorrow! I am very nervous and anxious about going back. Even though I will be only there until 5th period it is still a big step to me. I graduate from my program in three weeks and that is when I will go back to school fullday. It has been a long and crazy journey and I am going to miss the good times... the bad times... and the REALLY weird times. This has been a major chapter in my life and I am glad you have the heart to read it.
PS: If you did not read this... you lost the game.
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