Cheat Engine

[Brillia]

This probably won't make sense, but I miss my X ...
But I don't know what to do ... If I should contact her, or call her, or maybe message her? I do want to see her and hug her ... But I am too afraid that everything will be different.

Our last goodbye to each other, was watching her riding a bus away from me, and we both spent living together for a year, and it was a very sad goodbye for the both of us, because I had to let her go because of some issue. Without a single kiss, and not even hug ... Just seeing her riding the bus, and looking at her on the window.. which I see her sideview of face..
While the bus drove away from me... Used to be with her everyday for a year, then all of a sudden I had to let her go ... never been so scared my whole life .. I couldn't sleep at night, I would put her clothes on my pillow and imagine that it's her so that I won't miss her .. It drives me crazy that time.. But anyway so here we are on the present moment..

I don't know guys, I mean I did message her last time on facebook, that I am doing great and all this things, but she blocked me .. Was my fault I think coz I blocked her before, then we were already friends then I blocked her, so when I unblocked her she blocked me.

Uh ... It's been 2 years or more now since we broke up ...
But that feeling she was my world before if you know what im saying.
I don't know I could've loved other girl though, maybe I'm stocked on this situation of the 'what if '
Only thing to find out is to talk with her in person and maybe do some few dates and maybe I'll realize that it's all over ?
But I don't know if I should do that.. I mean just thinking about that she is right infront of me it makes me cry.. lol. llike the feel;ling of finally hugging her and stuffs like that. Oh ah..
>.< Love hurts yet it's so amazing. lol.