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Brillia

Someone told me before to believe in my instinct, but what is instinct for you? My instinct tells me to just eat, play, go have some sex, work but not too much, drink water when I'm thirsty, and stuffs like that. But sometimes my instincts tells me instead of waking up early in the morning to go to work; I should just go back to sleep because it feels more better.

Also, how do you know what is right, and wrong? and how do you know what you're suppose to do next? and all of a sudden everytime you take an action or move, it greatly affects everyone around you. Maybe this is the reason why we over-think sometimes? and maybe this is the reason why our brain is so powerful?

My instinct right now is telling me that I am a super special Human Being that is born on this world. My instincts tells me that I am a superior ruler before this life, ( if you think it's stupid then think of your self as a ruler before like a great great God before this life, no dellusional.

That Universe is so Magical, we will never know what we all came from.
That Universe is so Huge and wide that we are all the Gods of it, and we will never know the perfect formula for it.

There is no limit, I admit, people would say there is a limit yeah.
But they are looking too near, they won't try to look more far far away! ( not talking about Shrek, lol).

Life without Computer/Phones can you imagine?! Living all your life without Computer/Phones/Internet then all of a sudden they created one putted infront of you and told you what it can do, Would you freak out? ( Yes of course! Even me! )
See? So it means, there could be no other life than we have right now!
Like yeah we are all Spirits! So there are no Demons, Angels, Gods, Devils, Magical Creature, etc! Because We can be any of those the way we see things!

ControlAltDelete · Posted: Tue Oct 28, 2014 1:09 pm Post subject:

ControlAltDelete · Posted: Tue Oct 28, 2014 2:28 pm Post subject:

dustin you dont know anything about me besides the fact once upon a time i did a lot of drugs

also i didnt half ass the program i stayd clean for 9 months, you sir half assed the program by gettign clean then shooting heroin then getting clean then shooting heroin

are u mad bro? the longest amount of time you have... does it even pass the 3rd month mark? :/ stop talking as if you know what youre doing because you dont, i know i dont, but you pretend liek you know. stop

br0l0ck · Cheater Reputation: 63 Joined: 15 Aug 2007 Posts: 36

i dont believe in instincts and dont have any. i do pros and cons list of everything in my head before doing the thing itself. i believe everyone else does this as well but doesn't admit it to themselves, because people like to believe the world is a magical place or some shit, and that puts them at a disadvantage because if you think of all the reasons you do or not do something, its much easier to accept and deal with your decisions. ive never regretted doing anything in my life so far, all of my decisions have had purpose.

also i dont see any reason dustin should ever quit doing heroin. if he made a pros and cons list its easy to see the pros of it outweigh the cons.

ControlAltDelete · Posted: Tue Oct 28, 2014 3:23 pm Post subject:

i mean if being homeless, or in jail, and having literal rot coming off your arm from a dirty shot is on the pro list, yeah ok heroin is great

br0l0ck · Cheater Reputation: 63 Joined: 15 Aug 2007 Posts: 36

ControlAltDelete · Posted: Tue Oct 28, 2014 3:30 pm Post subject:

brolock are you trying to fuck with me or something

Channel GannoK · pffrt Reputation: 130 Joined: 12 Apr 2008 Posts: 608

no man, heroin is chill. stop living in your bizarro reality

Nirojan · Posted: Tue Oct 28, 2014 6:30 pm Post subject:

considering doing heroin

ControlAltDelete · Posted: Tue Oct 28, 2014 6:33 pm Post subject:

br0l0ck · Cheater Reputation: 63 Joined: 15 Aug 2007 Posts: 36

Antagonist · Posted: Wed Oct 29, 2014 3:21 am Post subject:

br0l0ck · Cheater Reputation: 63 Joined: 15 Aug 2007 Posts: 36

you dont know what it means to be human. pleasure is the only good, and anything else in the world is only a means to get to that pleasure.

scientifically, the chemicals in your brain that make you "happy" when you're with a girl, or when you're fulfilled in life, are the same ones that are released when you take heroin

you're dependent on these chemicals whether you're on heroin or not, the only thing heroin does is make your dependency more apparent. without your mind the drug heroin doesn't do anything, drugs work by interacting with your body, enhancing what is already available.

dependency is just a result of being used to these happy feelings, of which you get from all those things you listed, but are even larger and more intense with heroin. you're not "dependent" on the heroin itself, you're dependent on the feeling that the heroin gives you. that feeling is what drives people back to it, it wouldn't matter if it was a drug or if they had to suck 30 dicks to suck it out, that feeling it gives you is so immense that nothing else will matter.

you're blinded by your emotions, without them it would be easier for you to see what your true intentions are. these emotions are only motivators for you to go out and have sex or become fulfilled, the only things that humans get pleasure from, except for when a drug gets rid of all that garbage and you can get right to the core, the essence of it all, its just pure pleasure, nothing else matters.

nothing has a purpose anyways, if you really think it does, then obviously that purpose is shitty and meaningless if anyone who has done heroin is ready to totally abandon that purpose purely for pleasure

the only reason the people are depressed is because they feel like failures, and all of those negative things are a result of the social stigma of heroin. its also part of the social stigma of being a "failure" or "degenerate", terms that only exist in society to further fuel the game of money making. in societies where they don't have an economy, every gets a fair share of food, and everyone is included and not rejected, they aren't seen as "failures" and don't become outcasts.

you're not looking at the core or essence of what it is to actually be human. other people don't matter, we are all only one separate entity from each other, and the chemicals that react in our brains to give us the feelings we have can be achieved independently from others, the only reason we feel we need these others is a result of the pleasure that come from having them, but when you have a drug like heroin, other people don't matter, you still get your pleasure

Antagonist · Posted: Wed Oct 29, 2014 3:55 am Post subject:

br0l0ck · Cheater Reputation: 63 Joined: 15 Aug 2007 Posts: 36

do you know what fuels our feeling to survive? why would we need to survive, why do we feel the need to continue our own race? the things that fuels those are the pleasures in sex and eating. there has been so many studies showing that if you take away the pleasure from eating, an animal will just sit there and starve to death. if we didn't have any pleasure from surviving, we wouldn't do it, there needs to be something to fuel that survival instinct. the core is pleasure, survival is a result of those pleasures, those feelings of pleasure had to have been developed first, if not we would not have survived this long. our survival can be seen as a result of those pleasures.

when a person is fulfilled it CAN last forever (you hear very often people become unfulfilled with some aspect of their life), but often doesn't, and the road to that fulfillment is much more extraneous than just going out and doing heroin. again, the drug skips the bullshit. if it didn't, if becoming "fulfilled" was actually better, there would be no addictive property.