Posted: Sun Jun 30, 2013 1:36 am Post subject: So I'm 18 and finally mature.
I had this traumatic Experience from my past lover.
been half crazy for 6 months when we broke up.
been sleeeping for a month and would only wake up when I eat, then after that I go back to sleep again for a whole month.
almost died.
it's really hard, when you thought from the bottom of your heart, that she is the one for you. we planned to get married someday, and made plans what we're gonna do when we grow old together.
reason why we broke up so coz I had to let her go.
Because her mom doesn't like me for her.
and if I don't let her go.. SHe would be sent far away from me, a place that is
kinda of dangerous and it's gonna be a cruel life for her.
So right now, money, fame .. things doesn't matter to me anymore.
because I've realized one thing.. that what only matters is LOVE.
and without LOVE this planet is just a place.
so yeah. I kinda became a man what's suppose to be. . _________________
Things that I believe.
1#no one is a faggot.
2#maybe some are faggots.
3#you're a faggot.
4#or i am a faggot.
it's literally like reading a 13 year old trying to be mature
this is a troll thread please right
have you ever felt that your world just Ended?
because you just had to let the girl of your life go?
even though it kills you..
lol i dunno man, maybe you're not just as mature as I am. _________________
Things that I believe.
1#no one is a faggot.
2#maybe some are faggots.
3#you're a faggot.
4#or i am a faggot.
it's literally like reading a 13 year old trying to be mature
this is a troll thread please right
have you ever felt that your world just Ended?
because you just had to let the girl of your life go?
even though it kills you..
lol i dunno man, maybe you're not just as mature as I am.
You want that feeling of lonliness to go away?
Grow up, you're not a man. A man would get his shit done. You can't fucking dwell on the past your whole fucking life so MAN the fuck up and get on with it. Change the motherfucking world so you CAN have her, ya fucking pussy. _________________
it's literally like reading a 13 year old trying to be mature
this is a troll thread please right
have you ever felt that your world just Ended?
because you just had to let the girl of your life go?
even though it kills you..
lol i dunno man, maybe you're not just as mature as I am.
it's literally like reading a 13 year old trying to be mature
this is a troll thread please right
have you ever felt that your world just Ended?
because you just had to let the girl of your life go?
even though it kills you..
lol i dunno man, maybe you're not just as mature as I am.
You want that feeling of lonliness to go away?
Grow up, you're not a man. A man would get his shit done. You can't fucking dwell on the past your whole fucking life so MAN the fuck up and get on with it. Change the motherfucking world so you CAN have her, ya fucking pussy.
Another kid trying to seem deep. The story of love and loss is one so many people have experienced before, and you present it like we should care? Your pain means nothing to us because you don't mean anything to us. All you're doing is coming off as some child looking for comfort in the wrong place.
bad story no character dev / ugly chick / shit protagonist
0/10 pls remake _________________
it's literally like reading a 13 year old trying to be mature
this is a troll thread please right
have you ever felt that your world just Ended?
because you just had to let the girl of your life go?
even though it kills you..
lol i dunno man, maybe you're not just as mature as I am.
You want that feeling of lonliness to go away?
Grow up, you're not a man. A man would get his shit done. You can't fucking dwell on the past your whole fucking life so MAN the fuck up and get on with it. Change the motherfucking world so you CAN have her, ya fucking pussy.
sometimes, love is not enough.
I already have my new girlfriend right now with me.
when my world Ended, this girl showed me that there is still tomorrow.
and I really need to let go of my x girlfriend even if I want her back to me.
Why? because she was also psychological trauma.
and now, her life.. just a bitch.. letting other guys touch her boobs.
kissing with strangers.. blah blah blah.. ( my friends told me about it ( friends that I trust )
plus, she already have a new boyfriend, though I was willing to wait for her no matter what happens till the end of time.
she called me last time on the phone saying that ( My new boyfriend right now have surpassed you, and I love her more than ever, though I still care for you, and it won't change, but right now I'm happy with him )
then that's the day I started accepting and trying to move on.
even though it hurts.
@indian guy, hibernating, lol )
yeah, then when I was sleeping for a whole month, had so many nightmares about her. I almost died because that time I had no work, good thing the company I applied accepted me and called me after a month,
if not? maybe I already died or worst suicide, been suicidal for like 6 months til i found my new girlfriend, It sucks because Ive spent my whole 1 year with her,
been with her for 1 year all the time, and I havent talked to any of my friend or relative, so she was the only one that I had.. so no one supported me. I could not ask for advices to anyone, no one would comfort me..
and it was so sad, that I had to work 12 hours a day and in that condition lol.
many people thought that im crazy at my work place. who would shout that I should go to mental hospital because I was half crazy.. people would throw soup at me. people would think that im on drugs etc.
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