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 Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2014 11:25 am Post subject: depression and wanting to die |
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how come we are aware there is so much out there to discover, yet people like me, (and many others) hold onto their depression as if it's the only real thing we know, and want to die, want to kill ourselves, cut ourselves, do drugs till we black out. Etc. How come?
There's so much more to life, so much more good than bad, so much to do and experience, yet I want to stay home, get fucked up, and seek death by any means. Why is it like this, and how do I change it?
I know there is more to life than what I know.. and i want to experience that. I guess maybe it's motivation, IDK, any input on how to reach these life changing realizations and such to feel better, lemme know what's going on in your fucky little mind. Good day.
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| Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2014 11:50 am Post subject: |
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| Recognition of the miseries of life for the most part. Beyond that it's a scale. Do those miseries outweigh the beauties and wonders? What can you do to live with that weight? Is that good enough to live with? |
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Hiroshi will answer you correctly.
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| Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2014 1:02 pm Post subject: |
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What Hiroshi said about opening up to someone is true for the first part. Find yourself a girl, someone you know but haven't seen in a long time and very rarely speak to, who's not in your group of friends, who you can just tell absolutely anything that'd make you feel weird telling your friends (in a way you're already doing this but to strangers on the internet, right?).
Get high with her, tell her everything that's on your chest (but not in a nagging way 'cause that's just annoying and a mood killer, you know? More in a story telling way), invite her to do the same, ask her about her life, share your stories.
IDK, this has always done the trick for me when I was feeling down about the bigger problems in life. |
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Brillia
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| Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2014 1:04 pm Post subject: |
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| Adnihil wrote: | What Hiroshi said about opening up to someone is true for the first part. Find yourself a girl, someone you know but haven't seen in a long time and very rarely speak to, who's not in your group of friends, who you can just tell absolutely anything that'd make you feel weird telling your friends (in a way you're already doing this but to strangers on the internet, right?).
Get high with her, tell her everything that's on your chest (but not in a nagging way 'cause that's just annoying and a mood killer, you know? More in a story telling way), invite her to do the same, ask her about her life, share your stories.
IDK, this has always done the trick for me when I was feeling down about the bigger problems in life. |
You're a cuckold too?
I only watch cuckold porn though, never actually did it in the real life except for roleplay.
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BreakinGods
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| I think this is heavily linked to the drug usage, its so much easier to feel good doing drugs than traveling the world. Even just smoking weed keeps me from doing anything productive besides music. You gotta join an organization or find some people who relate to you because I'm sure there are many people feeling the same way. Don't rely on only yourself to make you feel less empty, it's going to take the help of people around you with positive outlooks. |
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a billionaire told me theres 2 ways that your life will change:
1. inspiration
2. desperation
Used to be very sensitive person, so I know how it's like.
Some things that helped me:
1. Gave myself self-worth. I used to have that nice guy contract and would always be stepped on. Until I had a sort of epiphany that the state I currently was, was pathetic and I could do better.
2. Found that if I complained for 5 minutes, I would have wasted 5 minutes. No point in sitting and crying. Get up and do something about it. Focus on goals, not problems. I've faced rejection after rejections, disappointments after disappointments, but move on. Life is movement.
3. Count your blessings. I'm not a very rich person and I didn't come from a rich family, though I have no doubt that I will become very rich. I realized the things that money can't buy in my life such as mentors that can guide me, not many have that luxury, and loyal friends.
That's all that I can think of right now. It's all about your mindset. You gotta feed it positive things and things that will make it strong, same way as having a healthy diet or working out. Ever since, I've never been sad for more than an hour max. Usually only last 1 minute now then I move on.
edit: Don't find a girl to solely tell your problems to. No one has time for that and never rely on someone or something to be happy. When I was sensitive, I would call my mentors and talk about my problems. They gave me one minute, after the minute was up, they told me "Deal with it" and hang up.
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Brillia
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| Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2014 1:40 pm Post subject: |
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| Antagonist wrote: | a billionaire told me theres 2 ways that your life will change:
1. inspiration
2. desperation
Used to be very sensitive person, so I know how it's like.
Some things that helped me:
1. Gave myself self-worth. I used to have that nice guy contract and would always be stepped on. Until I had a sort of epiphany that the state I currently was, was pathetic and I could do better.
2. Found that if I complained for 5 minutes, I would have wasted 5 minutes. No point in sitting and crying. Get up and do something about it. Focus on goals, not problems. I've faced rejection after rejections, disappointments after disappointments, but move on. Life is movement.
3. Count your blessings. I'm not a very rich person and I didn't come from a rich family, though I have no doubt that I will become very rich. I realized the things that money can't buy in my life such as mentors that can guide me, not many have that luxury, and loyal friends.
That's all that I can think of right now. It's all about your mindset. You gotta feed it positive things and things that will make it strong, same way as having a healthy diet or working out. Ever since, I've never been sad for more than an hour max. Usually only last 1 minute now then I move on.
edit: Don't find a girl to solely tell your problems to. No one has time for that and never rely on someone or something to be happy. When I was sensitive, I would call my mentors and talk about my problems. They gave me one minute, after the minute was up, they told me "Deal with it" and hang up. |
This words are pointless for a depressed person. He's like ( Oh, you're trying to cheer me up, ok thanks ). he needs to understand it in his own way.
But because I'm fucking genius I'm absorbing all this info.
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BreakinGods
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| Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2014 2:07 pm Post subject: |
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| Brillia wrote: | | Antagonist wrote: | a billionaire told me theres 2 ways that your life will change:
1. inspiration
2. desperation
Used to be very sensitive person, so I know how it's like.
Some things that helped me:
1. Gave myself self-worth. I used to have that nice guy contract and would always be stepped on. Until I had a sort of epiphany that the state I currently was, was pathetic and I could do better.
2. Found that if I complained for 5 minutes, I would have wasted 5 minutes. No point in sitting and crying. Get up and do something about it. Focus on goals, not problems. I've faced rejection after rejections, disappointments after disappointments, but move on. Life is movement.
3. Count your blessings. I'm not a very rich person and I didn't come from a rich family, though I have no doubt that I will become very rich. I realized the things that money can't buy in my life such as mentors that can guide me, not many have that luxury, and loyal friends.
That's all that I can think of right now. It's all about your mindset. You gotta feed it positive things and things that will make it strong, same way as having a healthy diet or working out. Ever since, I've never been sad for more than an hour max. Usually only last 1 minute now then I move on.
edit: Don't find a girl to solely tell your problems to. No one has time for that and never rely on someone or something to be happy. When I was sensitive, I would call my mentors and talk about my problems. They gave me one minute, after the minute was up, they told me "Deal with it" and hang up. |
This words are pointless for a depressed person. He's like ( Oh, you're trying to cheer me up, ok thanks ). he needs to understand it in his own way.
But because I'm fucking genius I'm absorbing all this info. |
Yeah a genius who doesn't know how to use conjunctions... |
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Brillia
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| BreakinGods wrote: | | Brillia wrote: | | Antagonist wrote: | a billionaire told me theres 2 ways that your life will change:
1. inspiration
2. desperation
Used to be very sensitive person, so I know how it's like.
Some things that helped me:
1. Gave myself self-worth. I used to have that nice guy contract and would always be stepped on. Until I had a sort of epiphany that the state I currently was, was pathetic and I could do better.
2. Found that if I complained for 5 minutes, I would have wasted 5 minutes. No point in sitting and crying. Get up and do something about it. Focus on goals, not problems. I've faced rejection after rejections, disappointments after disappointments, but move on. Life is movement.
3. Count your blessings. I'm not a very rich person and I didn't come from a rich family, though I have no doubt that I will become very rich. I realized the things that money can't buy in my life such as mentors that can guide me, not many have that luxury, and loyal friends.
That's all that I can think of right now. It's all about your mindset. You gotta feed it positive things and things that will make it strong, same way as having a healthy diet or working out. Ever since, I've never been sad for more than an hour max. Usually only last 1 minute now then I move on.
edit: Don't find a girl to solely tell your problems to. No one has time for that and never rely on someone or something to be happy. When I was sensitive, I would call my mentors and talk about my problems. They gave me one minute, after the minute was up, they told me "Deal with it" and hang up. |
This words are pointless for a depressed person. He's like ( Oh, you're trying to cheer me up, ok thanks ). he needs to understand it in his own way.
But because I'm fucking genius I'm absorbing all this info. |
Yeah a genius who doesn't know how to use conjunctions... |
Because Im not even trying. But thanks 
please point out every flaw or mistake I do with my grammar.
I want to improve it
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| Brillia wrote: | | BreakinGods wrote: | | Brillia wrote: | | Antagonist wrote: | a billionaire told me theres 2 ways that your life will change:
1. inspiration
2. desperation
Used to be very sensitive person, so I know how it's like.
Some things that helped me:
1. Gave myself self-worth. I used to have that nice guy contract and would always be stepped on. Until I had a sort of epiphany that the state I currently was, was pathetic and I could do better.
2. Found that if I complained for 5 minutes, I would have wasted 5 minutes. No point in sitting and crying. Get up and do something about it. Focus on goals, not problems. I've faced rejection after rejections, disappointments after disappointments, but move on. Life is movement.
3. Count your blessings. I'm not a very rich person and I didn't come from a rich family, though I have no doubt that I will become very rich. I realized the things that money can't buy in my life such as mentors that can guide me, not many have that luxury, and loyal friends.
That's all that I can think of right now. It's all about your mindset. You gotta feed it positive things and things that will make it strong, same way as having a healthy diet or working out. Ever since, I've never been sad for more than an hour max. Usually only last 1 minute now then I move on.
edit: Don't find a girl to solely tell your problems to. No one has time for that and never rely on someone or something to be happy. When I was sensitive, I would call my mentors and talk about my problems. They gave me one minute, after the minute was up, they told me "Deal with it" and hang up. |
This words are pointless for a depressed person. He's like ( Oh, you're trying to cheer me up, ok thanks ). he needs to understand it in his own way.
But because I'm fucking genius I'm absorbing all this info. |
Yeah a genius who doesn't know how to use conjunctions... |
Because Im not even trying. But thanks
please point out every flaw or mistake I do with my grammar.
I want to improve it |
You sure? Looks like you're trying really hard |
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Brillia
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| Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2014 2:21 pm Post subject: |
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| BreakinGods wrote: | | Brillia wrote: | | BreakinGods wrote: | | Brillia wrote: | | Antagonist wrote: | a billionaire told me theres 2 ways that your life will change:
1. inspiration
2. desperation
Used to be very sensitive person, so I know how it's like.
Some things that helped me:
1. Gave myself self-worth. I used to have that nice guy contract and would always be stepped on. Until I had a sort of epiphany that the state I currently was, was pathetic and I could do better.
2. Found that if I complained for 5 minutes, I would have wasted 5 minutes. No point in sitting and crying. Get up and do something about it. Focus on goals, not problems. I've faced rejection after rejections, disappointments after disappointments, but move on. Life is movement.
3. Count your blessings. I'm not a very rich person and I didn't come from a rich family, though I have no doubt that I will become very rich. I realized the things that money can't buy in my life such as mentors that can guide me, not many have that luxury, and loyal friends.
That's all that I can think of right now. It's all about your mindset. You gotta feed it positive things and things that will make it strong, same way as having a healthy diet or working out. Ever since, I've never been sad for more than an hour max. Usually only last 1 minute now then I move on.
edit: Don't find a girl to solely tell your problems to. No one has time for that and never rely on someone or something to be happy. When I was sensitive, I would call my mentors and talk about my problems. They gave me one minute, after the minute was up, they told me "Deal with it" and hang up. |
This words are pointless for a depressed person. He's like ( Oh, you're trying to cheer me up, ok thanks ). he needs to understand it in his own way.
But because I'm fucking genius I'm absorbing all this info. |
Yeah a genius who doesn't know how to use conjunctions... |
Because Im not even trying. But thanks
please point out every flaw or mistake I do with my grammar.
I want to improve it |
You sure? Looks like you're trying really hard |
Work hard, play hard. 
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Brillia
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| Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2014 3:02 pm Post subject: Re: depression and wanting to die |
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| Shrooms wrote: | | ControlAltDelete wrote: | how come we are aware there is so much out there to discover, yet people like me, (and many others) hold onto their depression as if it's the only real thing we know, and want to die, want to kill ourselves, cut ourselves, do drugs till we black out. Etc. How come?
There's so much more to life, so much more good than bad, so much to do and experience, yet I want to stay home, get fucked up, and seek death by any means. Why is it like this, and how do I change it?
I know there is more to life than what I know.. and i want to experience that. I guess maybe it's motivation, IDK, any input on how to reach these life changing realizations and such to feel better, lemme know what's going on in your fucky little mind. Good day. |
I am going to be honest here, we are very similar.
Every since grade 11, I have realized there is honestly no reason to live anymore.
I do not have the balls to kill myself, but every fucking day I hope I die a painless death.
You can say I am kind of depressed, but the thing is, I actually prefer to be alone.
Recently I got my first offence for carrying 2.5 grams of Marijuana, and now I have court. Hopefully I get community service hours and no record (which most people with their first offence get the record dropped after accumulating X amount of hours); but honestly, this triggered something in my mind to not even smoke cannabis anymore.
Our society is fucked up beyond belief, and upon realizing that there isn't anything truly "good" anymore, I am just living and waiting to die.
How can you say there is "good" in this world, i just don't honestly see it anymore. I could of envisioned the "good" aspects of life when I was little, but growing up made me realize that we are living in a society where we are just puppets for capitalism.
I look at videos displaying happiness, through love and adventure; but in the end, I ask if said videos are truly displaying what it is trying to make the viewers believe; the video in question was shot for that specific reason!
What is also mind fucking me every fucking day is the fact that life itself is most likely a simulation; in a sense that I can honestly say that everything exists due to organic computation/programming.
I honestly don't know how I can keep on living, I can't even envision myself 20 years from now!
The saddest aspect of all of this is that, did marijuana make us self aware of the reality we live in? |
This planet we are living in are already heaven, But you gotta pay the price to feel likr it's heaven and that's what are bath salt are for:D
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I've got pretty severe depression and anxiety. The meds help a lot.
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