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[@Retallion]

Is failing at Love always like this?

This is a serious question, I don't want to go threw life if I get denied by a girl and want to kill myself. But here's a story that will help explain my question better, and my situation.

Please read all of this before Posting! It's a good story anyways?

Chapter 1:
The story starts when I was about in 5th grade? Maybe 6th... I can't quite remember, but it was a long ago. I'm not sure if this was her or not, but apparently she lives pretty close to me. I live next to a forest, it's not very big, easy to walk threw. Anyways, Cassidy (her) has an older brother, they put a bench on this log. It was pretty late, and my friends and I were passing threw the forest seeing whats on the other side. We saw the bench, but since we were complete fools back then. We pushed it off the tree, because we thought we owned everything. It was a dumb thing to do, and that is one thing I do regret, in which being such an ass hole. Overall, we were sitting on the tree.. I can't remember how, but we ended up all sitting together. We were talking.. and that's all I can remember. I could swear it was her. Apparently we went to Elementary school together, but I can't remember ever seeing her.

Chapter 2:
Middle School was probably the most boring 2 years of my life. Junior high just sounded like bull shit to me, but that's just what I thought. That's where I first saw Cassidy and realized how much she's changed. She had completely transformed, but I didn't like her just yet. I did track, which was boring.. but since she was the person who helped out with her friends, I thought why not? A bunch of my friends were doing it. You may be thinking "Track?, what a fag". That was not the issue! It was a team of over 80 kids! But that's very beside the point, we never talked there. I was too much of a pussy.

Chapter 3:
High School! This is where the real story begins. At first, I was dating a girl named Ariel. I thought I did like her, but it turned out it was nothing at all. She wasn't my type. I first saw her, during lunch. As soon as I saw her, time did freeze. Threw out the next 2 months, I probably had about 3-4 chances to talk to her out of school; at the mall, the movie theater, at the park. One more thing, she's probably out of my league by a mile. But continuing, about another month later. My friend Michael kept telling me to say some thing, but when ever I see her, everything freezes and my heart pounds. This is where it all goes down. I planned a very specific date to talk to her, everything was perfectly planned. I was going to say "Hey, Cassidy?, I think we met along time ago" and continue a conversation from there. It was perfect. During that day, I told Michael about my plan. Next thing I know, during lunch everyone knew. There was probably 20 guys following me around telling me to talk to her. If there's one thing I hate, it's pure pressure. I decided to cancel it, because of everyone bugging me. But that didn't click to Conner (Another person there), he went up to Shannon (Cassidy's friend) and told her everything.. I'm not sure exactly what he said, but then Shannon came up to me. Personally, Shannon hates me.. I don't know why, I don't remember ever offending her or anything. I would do anything for a friend ship with her. She came up to me, with Cassidy a couple feet back talking to her friends. She asked me if I liked Cassidy, but I was too fucking scared to do anything. So I told her to go away. That was the biggest mistake I have ever made threw out my entire life. After this, my life fell apart.

Chapter 4:
Every single day, and I mean every single day. Before I went to sleep, I would plan some thing. I would lay out my nicest clothes, I'd do anything to make my mood better. But, every day I couldn't say anything. I don't know why, I keep freezing up. Maybe about 2 more months passed by? I couldn't take it. The date was April 16th 2009. I messaged Shannon, and here's the message.

[Icklorfin]

The feeling is always that bad, but not the events that lead up to it, they might be worse.

[Censored]

[Hassanity]

Uh, Shannon could always lie. You trust people to easily, jealous and envy are feelings that a person usually keeps silent. They usually end up like poison, slowly getting revenge on whoever or whatever. (Shannon could be envious of Cassidy and might try to get you to not together to make Cassidy feel bad?)

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[Icklorfin]

[Leader of the Revolution]

Look there is ONE, ONE FUCKING GOLDEN rule when talking to girls



CONFIDENCE


i personally have had no luck in love life, im a big guy, and usually very shy but after talking to my dad he said the GOLDEN RULES was ALWAYS HAVE CONFIDENCE


you can EARN confidence you must MAKE confidence, even if you are NOT confident ALWAYS show on the outside that your are, doesnt matter if your as pussy as play-doh you must ALWAYS bullshit your confidence

o and also
with girls, you cant plan anything I HAVE FUCKING TRIED, shit ALWAYS goes wrong, you lose your speach, you lose your train of thought, you say something wrong, you spit, ANYTHING its always something


I have been wanting this girl jessica VERY badly and she actually talks to me instead of brushing me off like any other girl, we are just friends and i plan (lol) to become one of her good friends then ask her out, time and confidence are KEY factors into getting a girl to actually talk to you



just GO FOR IT, NEVER hold back even if your just bullshitting her you have confidence she will take YOU over any other guy if you are the one with confidence


hope it helps

[JackCrackerMan]

The more rejection you go through the easier it is for you. Rejection sucks, but not doing anything and feeling like you could have is even worse. It's never too late to talk to her. If she is a total bitch then she isn't worth your time to begin with, if she talks to you and shares some laughs then you have something... even if its the beginning of a friendship. You need to stop text messaging and talk to her face to face, you need to give her your full attention. (mixed reviews). When I reached the end of high school and I had my first major heart break, I made it my plan to learn how to get girls... this consisted of date after date with women. I can tell you that confidence is a must, a sense of humor, you need to be daring... a lot of the girls in high school liked that I street raced, take them to places they've never been, maybe a restaurant they've never gone to. Women like to talk about themselves, so listen and don't let your eyes wander.

[cokefag]

Go up to her.
Say you love her.
This goes 2 ways.
1. She laughs at you.
2. She says that she agrees.

If 2 happens, CONGRATS.
If 1 happens, pull out your knife, you've got a score to beat, Cho's 33 kills.

[JackCrackerMan]

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