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[Orfa]

I feel so terrible...just need some kind words?
Well this morning we were running a little late, mornings around here a bit hectic sometimes. Well my 6 year old was getting ready to go to school and he was celebrating is 100th day of school and they had them make something with a 100 things so he strung 100 beads onto a necklace also I made him 100 out of beads using only 100 beads, well he just seemed so ungrateful and it upset me so much and I called him a brat and I'm beating myself up over this I don't want to send him off to school with such a bad thought running through his mind. I mean I doubt he's even thought of it he probably just forgot about it. Thing is I'm pregnant and my nerves have been shot, I can't keep up with the house because the pregnancy is really kicking my butt making me so tired, my father in law lives with us and he is seriously taking us for a ride using us for everything, before he used to ask for a ride somewhere and now he just demands we take him and it seems like my husband just bends over for him which I hate, my dad is sick in the hospital over 50 miles from here and I want to go see him but they won't allow my son to come in and during the week it's just not possible and I feel bad him being alone.

I just can't stop worrying today I don't know if it's because it's just a gloomy day out (rainy) or my hormones, I just need someone to tell me that I'm not a bad mom for calling him a brat and was he really being a brat? was I out of line?

I'm not looking for a pity party just someone to make me feel better. Thanks so much everyone.
1 month ago
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Reason why we can't go see my dad during the week is because my husband works until 6 every night and it's a school night. By the time we get home it will be late and he has school the next day.
1 month ago

My son has school I mean lol
1 month ago

My husband and son do pitch in around and are really great with cleaning up after themselves it's just regular things that need to be done in any house, simple as my husband can't run the sweeper meaning I won't let him lol you would have to see to understand why, my son wants to but he only ends up sweeping up the curtains lol. Father in law haha he doesn't do a thing, 3 days ago I stepped on peach pit next to the couch he just threw it on the floor!!! He says he can't "see" and thought he put it on the coffee table, wither way doesn't matter throw it away.

[Okix]

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