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BeastKing Master Cheater
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 12:45 am Post subject: I have a problem with my dad (+rep) |
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My dad is in his 60's and his really an ass. He thinks what I do doesn't matter since I don't have experience in life (wtf) even though I'm fully minded. He raised me through fear and some, just some have slip away but I still do cover my face and crunch up like a ball when he raise his fist and when he raise his voice I fell silent and do what ever the fuck he said.
I need to have alot more confidence but I'm not saying alot that I would beat the shit out of him but just enough that I wouldn't do what he said and run for it for the first time. I feel like a bitch and I'm sick of it. Its fucking messing up my life (mainly social, he got me silent now), whoever have my father's figure I'm usually afraid of them abit.
During times where I would reason with him why I did what I've just done and usually the reason is reasonable, he tells me not to reason and I just felt silent and because I never speak up, he thinks I'm wrong most of the time since he never knew the fucking reasons.
I've tried opening up to him but his still the same. And I've tried slowly conquering those fears such as ignoring his commands at sometimes (but always, I end up fucking doing it) and such. I would like to stop fucking talking to him since he ruined my social life but because I never hang out with my friends, I end up taking to that old bastard (it would even help if I talk to a therapist just to feel like I'm talking to my friends).
When I've thought about it, to me it looks like I'm a 8 year old being straightened out too much where no "straightening" is needed.
He does thinks of me but generally in his own perspective. But rarely care about what I truly feel.
Living with this guy deeply affect my life and those stuff above are just 15-20%. When he sees me on the comp, he orders me to go outside even though no one is there and its 80 degrees or freezing temperature. While were talking about this, he always suspect of me | My Fcking Dad wrote: | | on the computer/playing video games/wasting his life (by doing common stuff, btw this one is me: Beast) |
He doesn't even realize what I can do, he thinks all I do are common simple. Think of it as a noob who just unlocked a new place on Sims2 and talks about it all day like it was special or amazing. Well thats how he thinks of me.
This got to end or it's going to be my life. Please, I need help on this. If you've got tips on suicide, please give it to me. I want it to be really fast so I'll be dead before I could feel like its a bad choice or wuss out. And yes its that bad.
The only time I feel relive are at my cousins house spending the week there and thats the only time I ever get on the net. At my house, its too boring for a guest. no cable because most channels have "devils influences", I can't get on the net for the same reason as the first one, and many more. but most of it was because of my relative, just one. that relative was able to poison the mind of my dad to removing all those stuff.
Please guys, I really need ur help on this one.
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Konata Izumi Grandmaster Cheater Supreme
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 12:50 am Post subject: |
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blow your brains out, or jump off a really tall building downtown.
no turning back once youve started withh either of them. be sure to leave a note saying that you did it because of him.
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Icklorfin I post too much
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 12:52 am Post subject: |
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| Blow you head out like an hero, go to the police department and tell them about how your dad abuses you, go to your mom's house.
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WinRAR Grandmaster Cheater
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 12:57 am Post subject: |
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| Fuck him in the ass. That'll teach him.
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Localhost I post too much
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 1:00 am Post subject: |
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All those ideas are terrible.
Take a rock or some hard blunt object and go up to him and be like "Bitch YOU FUCKING LISTEN TO ME"... As he cries in pain video tape him.
Post it on youtube.
You will have fame and your problem will be dealt with. Also, if your lucky they will charge you as a minor, and if they charge you as a minor i think you will be out by your 18th b-day?
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ColdFireF40 Master Cheater
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 1:05 am Post subject: |
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You should call child services and tell them he molested you, Then make some bruises around your privates. I'm 100% serious, Then you could live with just your mom or a foster home. I wish you well.
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Blank I post too much
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 1:24 am Post subject: |
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Do NOT commit suicide.
If so he's going to be right.
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ColdFireF40 Master Cheater
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 1:29 am Post subject: |
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| Blank wrote: | Do NOT commit suicide.
If so he's going to be right. | Thats why he should do what I said.
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bob808 Grandmaster Cheater Supreme
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 4:04 am Post subject: |
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| Exquisite wrote: | | You should call child services and tell them he molested you, Then make some bruises around your privates. I'm 100% serious, Then you could live with just your mom or a foster home. I wish you well. |
Now explain to me, how do you bruise your private parts. Drop a 10 pound weight on your balls? *Ouch that makes me want to hold my nuts ><*
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Blank I post too much
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 4:07 am Post subject: |
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| bob808 wrote: | | Exquisite wrote: | | You should call child services and tell them he molested you, Then make some bruises around your privates. I'm 100% serious, Then you could live with just your mom or a foster home. I wish you well. |
Now explain to me, how do you bruise your private parts. Drop a 10 pound weight on your balls? *Ouch that makes me want to hold my nuts ><* |
Jerk off. Dry. No lotion. Intensely.
He can play with a dildo in his arse, too.
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Wildeye Advanced Cheater
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 4:33 am Post subject: |
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@Beastking
i read your topic and my step dad is like your dad except he beats us(as in harm,threats) in every single little mistake we make (me and my little bro) he fucking believes in physical punishment because he said thats how he was raised, dont think about any suicide bullcrap just hold-on or go to another family member's place what i did was run away..theres much much more people who are worst situations than you do, whatever you do dont kill yourself or kill your dad, always be brave
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 5:08 am Post subject: |
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This spampit is moved to RS.
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WinRAR Grandmaster Cheater
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 5:09 am Post subject: |
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| VolcomSton3 wrote: | | Fuck him in the ass. That'll teach him. |
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br0l0ck Cheater
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 5:10 am Post subject: |
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| Blank wrote: | | bob808 wrote: | | Exquisite wrote: | | You should call child services and tell them he molested you, Then make some bruises around your privates. I'm 100% serious, Then you could live with just your mom or a foster home. I wish you well. |
Now explain to me, how do you bruise your private parts. Drop a 10 pound weight on your balls? *Ouch that makes me want to hold my nuts ><* |
Jerk off. Dry. No lotion. Intensely.
He can play with a dildo in his arse, too. | I do that.
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Blank I post too much
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 5:12 am Post subject: |
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I think we just ruined a thread.
Mishun Compleat.
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