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Nieuwdier
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Tell me; how did you change.
Did you change in a positive way or in a negative way?
Go back in the year of 2007 and look at this year, is there any difference?
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Luigi
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Positive & negative.
I developed a social life.
I continued my downward spiral into depression, eventually developing bipolar disorder.
I am addicted to drugs.
I'm not necessarily a "faggot" anymore but life-long loneliness has taken its toll on my thought processes and ability to socialize (i.e. fit in).
My face has become far less feminine very rapidly.
I learned just how cruel life and people truly are; that I was probably better off without a life, or people, or love.
At the same time, I've learned just how beautiful life is, and that my purpose in life is people. Depressive/mania different worldviews get confusing.
I fell in love. Once.
I hope that interested you. |
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| Posted: Wed Jul 30, 2014 3:45 pm Post subject: |
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7 years ago i played a lot of ms.
now im installing wow, so yeh kinda the same i guess.
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br0l0ck
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| Posted: Wed Jul 30, 2014 5:28 pm Post subject: |
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Fat chile
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In 2007 I was a fat bitch, played a lot of ms trolled on here and was living in texas with my dad where I began varsity football
2014 I have acquired multiple arrests, the fifth felony I wound up going to wasco state prison and then calipatria state prison and now im living in a sober living home that parole pays for due to my IV meth use the past 7 years but sober now.
My life is a fucking mess but I still have porn |
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PUSHEAX_PUSHEAX
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07 I was a normal lil kid, played adventeur quest with my friend up the street lol, went to school.
19 Now moved out to my own spot in LA became 100% independent, made tons of hip-hop industry connections, built my web dev resume. Got a full time IT job at a medical company basically making every technical decision for the company. Just living now, making connections and doing side work. One of my bosses is a millionaire (doctor/investor) and he is always bringing new opportunities to me.
Still not satisfied with shit until I make more than my parents combined.
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07 I was playing dragonfable and designing those custom weapons
14 I dropped all my friends that were like an anchor, even some of my closest.
Now I surround myself with one of the most successful people (billionaires, multimillionaires, successful investment bankers, mortgage bankers, etc.) in U.S who mentor me in business and in life. I have limitless connections that I can go to, to ask for favors, job opportunities, or if I ever needed a plan B. Moving to Virginia in a few weeks to be mentored by VP of a corporate company. Using the money I earn to build my assets by investments in stocks, real estates, and few other business ventures.
Right now I'm just going into different industries such as insurance, banking, investments, finance to learn. I dont even give a shit about the money. Since I need to learn about these industries to eventually start an investment company/finance company/anything that deals with transferring money.
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TheIndianGuy
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| Luigi wrote: | Positive & negative.
I developed a social life.
I continued my downward spiral into depression, eventually developing bipolar disorder.
I am addicted to drugs.
I'm not necessarily a "faggot" anymore but life-long loneliness has taken its toll on my thought processes and ability to socialize (i.e. fit in).
My face has become far less feminine very rapidly.
I learned just how cruel life and people truly are; that I was probably better off without a life, or people, or love.
At the same time, I've learned just how beautiful life is, and that my purpose in life is people. Depressive/mania different worldviews get confusing.
I fell in love. Once.
I hope that interested you. |
>eventually developing bipolar disorder
>addicted to drugs
you most likely don't have bipolar disorder. you are using drugs on a daily basis which improve your mood and without them you are unhappy. you are going back and fourth giving the illusion that you have bipolar. you stop taking the drugs and for a little bit you'll still experience the mood swings but it levels out.
sounds like your 'depression' stems from not being able to fit in with others. not being able to socialize, make real friends, and not having a meaningful and strong relationship with a girl.
i've had similar problems and thought a similar way. for years doctors and psychiatrists have been trying to diagnose me with anxiety, major depressive, and bipolar. it's all bullshit i think.
everyone has anxiety, sadness, and bouts of happiness followed by bouts of sadness to an extent.
the anxiety just lingered for so long because it took me a while to learn how to overcome it; something kids learn growing up. i used to be too afraid to order at a fast food place, too afraid to go over to a girls house when invited over and made up some lie, to afraid to close my eyes at night without someone else being in my room because i thought someone was going to kill me in my sleep. the way to get over anxiety is to face these erroneous fears. all this shit and more was in my head. i imagined all these horrible things in my head, and that's all it was in my head. when i went out and did these things i'd get more anxiety and have panic attacks at times but when going through with whatever it was i realized it wasn't as bad as i thought. and doing all those drugs were a temporary fix to my anxiety which in the end made it way worse.
i've always felt like i don't fit in. i still am not good at conversing with people. my memory is terribad making it hard for me to contribute to a lot of situational conversations. this has made it hard for me to make any lasting friendships (honestly my only friends are my brother and my girlfriend), has made me be outside of the circle cuz i don't talk much so i'm forgotten at times, and made it difficult for me to get girlfriends. this used to give me a lot of unhappiness. but i was very lonely too. all i was missing was a companion; a best friend. ever since i got really close with my girlfriend over two years ago that sadness went away. i have no problem hanging out with people and trying to make new friends, i don't isolate. but i'm still learning how to socialize and how to make friends.
the bipolar diagnosis was given to me when i was using drugs. that's what drugs do. it's called an emotional rollercoaster for a reason. you're constantly going up and down with all those drugs. every time i attempt to get off drugs it takes about a month to slowly start feeling normal again; in reality takes at least 6 months if not a few years to only partly recover from all the damage i've done. |
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br0l0ck
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TheIndianGuy
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have fucked up my life a little bit but am happy.
>had tons of prescription opiates left from hip surgeries as a kid
>took some and found out how much i liked drugs
>go into college
>living life through chemicals
>find girl of my dreams who makes everything better
>start IVing heroin and meth
>drop out of college and kicked out of parents house
>support myself by selling drugs, breaking into houses/cars, and robbing people
>keep trying to go back to college and get off drugs but can't
>in and out of jail
>can't stay more than 2 months sober
>stop trying to get sober on my own, realize i need outside help
>slowly getting life back on track, learning the tools to live on my own (cooking, cleaning, washing dishes, washing clothes, being responsible), start working, supporting myself with rent food ciggys and transportation (bus)
don't regret life. had i not been a drug addict i wouldn't have found the love of my life. would have continued to become more miserable, not lived an exciting time of my life. not become the person who i am.
would not trade my life for anyone elses.
| Fat chile wrote: | In 2007 I was a fat bitch, played a lot of ms trolled on here and was living in texas with my dad where I began varsity football
2014 I have acquired multiple arrests, the fifth felony I wound up going to wasco state prison and then calipatria state prison and now im living in a sober living home that parole pays for due to my IV meth use the past 7 years but sober now.
My life is a fucking mess but I still have porn |
woah you're back. so that's where you went. glad you're out. and you're still young. it's not too late to fix your life. you haven't fucked up your life too much. now is your opportunity to fix it. focus on your sobriety right now. not going to tell you to do AA but it fucking works or else it wouldn't be so popular. i'd suggest doing at least a meeting daily, get a sponsor if you don't already have one, see him regularly, and spend a few hours a few days a week doing step work. it's helping me a ton. i've only got two months sober but it's the longest i've had in two and a half years and my sobriety is really solid right now.
how much time did you do? and i assume a level 1 yard? and how much time sober you got?
it's good you're sasca funded so you don't have to sweat how you're going to afford living. just focus on your program and get an easy, stress free, part time get well job to save up a little money on the side.
good luck man. i've been in sober living since may 27th and plan to be here a full year assuming i don't get locked up with my current court case i'm fighting. |
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br0l0ck
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| Posted: Thu Jul 31, 2014 6:31 am Post subject: |
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| im literally in the same room i was in during 2007 and im spending my day playing WoW, listening to crystal castles, and jerking off |
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| Fat chile wrote: | In 2007 I was a fat bitch, played a lot of ms trolled on here and was living in texas with my dad where I began varsity football
2014 I have acquired multiple arrests, the fifth felony I wound up going to wasco state prison and then calipatria state prison and now im living in a sober living home that parole pays for due to my IV meth use the past 7 years but sober now.
My life is a fucking mess but I still have porn |
sounds like the semi-average male texan between 18-26
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Nieuwdier
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If you have any depression or anything else; don't use any drugs.
Really, it will worsen.
I used to smoke weed, I became depressed about life. But when I stopped using it I felt happier then ever.
Also kinda funny that most of the people here didn't accomplished anything big in the 7 years of living.
Life's hard guys.
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i lost over 120 poundd since 07, that's an accomplishment.
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br0l0ck
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| Nieuwdier wrote: | If you have any depression or anything else; don't use any drugs.
Really, it will worsen.
I used to smoke weed, I became depressed about life. But when I stopped using it I felt happier then ever.
Also kinda funny that most of the people here didn't accomplished anything big in the 7 years of living.
Life's hard guys. |
considering most of us were under the age of 14 in 2007, its not surprising that people haven't accomplished anything, we've barely become "adults" |
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